Were you there?
None of where there when Jesus got crucified. He did that for us to take the sins of the world so we can live a life in His name, sin free. Many take advantage of this sacrifice as they dedicate their life to Jesus.
Take note to what sacrifices you are making for Jesus. To live a life dedicated to Him is the hardest thing one can do. Jesus being the anchor to life will drag people down because a lot of opportunities are not pure they come with some form of sin attached. Do not sell your self short for a few dollars when the life we live here on Earth is only temporary.
36 “Therefore let all Israel be assured of this:
God has made this Jesus, whom you crucified,
both Lord and Messiah.”
Its worth it.